Resilient

Resilient:

1. able to spring back into shape after bending, stretching or being compressed.
2. able to withstand or recover quickly from difficult conditions.

I'm a resilient enough fellow and I've yet to recieve any challenges that I'm not able to withstand. For that I say "Alhamdulillah!"


Today was a rushing day. I rushed to eat lunch, rushed to class and then after class I went to Cyberpark with Nelly and Tyrah.
I took some pics but alas I can't upload them.
sobs!

Now I have added yet another game to my list of facebook games.. Oh the fun.
Now I can waste more of my time on such games.... When will I do tutorials and my laundry?

Let's just face it. I'm lazy.
End of story.


Lyric for "I stand Alone" (from Quest for Camelot):

I know the sound of each rock and stone
And I embrace what others fear
You are not to roam in this forgotten place
Just the likes of me are welcomed here
Everything breathes and I know each breath
For me it means life, to other's its death
It's perfectly balanced, perfectly planned
More than enough for this man.

Like every tree, stands on its own
Reaching for the sky I stand alone
I share my world with no one else
all by myself, I stand alone.

I've seen your world with these very eyes
Dont come any closer, dont even try
I've felt all the pain, heard all the lies
But in my world there's no compromise.

Like every tree, stands on it's own
reaching for the sky I stand alone
I share my world, with no one else
all by myself I stand alone.

Best song yet. My theme song of the week. It's in my blog playlist. enjoy!

~owari

Dank

Dank:

Damp and cold.

The weather has left MMU dank.


I love rain. LOVE it. Even as it drops on my face and even as it destroys my shoe. Even when I end up dripping wet and even if there's thunder in the sky. I still love rain.

Today is such a wonderful day. I spent like 5 hours in the library?
Amazing right?
Did I study?
Ah~ nope.
I end up reading "Mathematics on GO", "The History of Japanese Swordmanship", "Myths", "Malaysian history Pictorial" and "World History".
Did I read them all?
ah~ nope.
I just flipped through and read what interests me.
I found out that the "World History" book is biased! When I read history on Islam they keep potraying Islam as a religion that likes to conquer and go to war.
I guess it might be just my perspective but still....I don't like the way the said it. Islam IS NOT about war.
I never want to read that book. peh!
But they did say that Saladin was respected by the Crusaders and that Islamic scholars were well respected and looked upon.
I was so proud when I read that.
There was also a part where they mentioned about women rights. They stated that only a minority of Islam women are given education. I don't know about other countries but in Malaysia there is no such thing. Everyone are given their rights. They even stated that some Islam women have no say on wearing the hijab. Pergh....
I shall not elaborate further on how I felt about that statement.
Islam does not force women to wear the hijab. It's the person that forces! NOT the religion.
GET that straight will ya?

Before I blow a fuse I should change topic.

I want to learn how to play GO. It's kind of interesting don't you think?
They said some war generals used to play GO as a way of practicing or deciding on a war strategy. Really awesome stuff right?

I read on Enshin-Ryu Iaido and it's so dangerous. I mean the pro's actually use real swords during pratice. How cool is that? I guess if I were to try I might cut myself. Don't want that happening now do we?

I even had a glimpse at Michaelangelo's works in on of the books about him. His sculptures are amazing! I mean, marble sculptures! I've never seen marble sculptures of humans yet but from the pictures i seen his work is amazing! The detail in every curve and every human vein. EVEN THE FREAKING NAILS! I was very impressed when I saw the nails. It really looked like a human hand. His architecture was also amazing! I loved all the designs! I didn't quite like his drawings.. I kept wondering why he draws so many males... But still I love his sculptures and architecture. Amazing stuff!

I hope it rains at 5pm. Cause I'm going to make soup. yum!
Today was an educational day~

Got to go~

~owari

In absentia

In absentia (in ab-sen-ti-uh):

while not present

Somehow our loved ones always stay near even in absentia.


I was absent for one tutorial class yesterday.... was too tired and didn't want to rush for tutorial.
Japanese class was as fun as usual but it is getting tougher.
Mandarin is tough but I can recognize the 4 different tones now (even though I can't pronounce the tones myself).

Somehow life is still as boring as it is exciting.
I need to get to my laundries, my que cards for mandarin and japanese and all the tutorials...
Sigh...
I applied for two scholarship (Shell and SimeDarby).
I even recieved an email to attend a talk session with Yayasan Khazanah Scholarship.
So I hope I can nab one good scholarship for myself.

I applied for ACCA accelerate programme and had to pay RM100.
This weekend I have to go Midvalley to get my cooker and look for my Chinese textbook.

Kind of dull... I can't post any pictures because I can't upload them without my cable. sigh...
Eunice is now in Aussie and I miss talking to her... Got to get that iTalk soon.

I'm kind of sleepy. Better get some shut eye before Archery training.
Chao

~owari

Ontology

Ontology:

Philosophy concerned with the nature of being.

I'm not quite sure I ever heard of the term ontology but I'm sure I have mastered the basics of my ontology.


I've been tag... So here it goes...

1.What is the relationship of you and him/her?
Senior & junior. Head of bureau & bureau member. Friends.

2.Your 5 impression towards him/her?
Don't really know him. Funny, friendly, likes to talk, kind, and great head of bureau.

3.The most memorable thing he/she done for you?
umm.... adakah? hmmm.... Gave me good memories of our bureau I guess.

4.The most memorable thing he/she said for you?
hmm... hmm.... "Esok ada gathering. Semua kena bawa gift untuk exchange dengan member lain."

5.If she/he become your lover, you will..
uhh..... no comment

6.If she/he become your enemy, you will..
regret losing a good friend

7.If he/she become your lover, he/she has to improve on..
same response as number 5

8.If he/she become your enemy, the reason is..
Because he is rude or did something that loses my respect towards him

9.The most desirable things to do on him/her?
Entah... Belanja makan kot.

10.The overall impression on him/her?
Friendly guy.

11.How do you think the people around you will feel about u?
Maybe a bit annoyed because someone ever told me I have the aura of an arrogant person.

12.The character of you for yourself is?
Equity and praticality (is there such a word?)

13.On contrary, the character you hate of yourself is?
anti-social and sometimes I say somethings I regret saying (i dont know why sometimes I say things without thinking)

14.The most person that you want to be is?
ME.

15.For the people who cares about you and likes you, say something about them..
I love all of you (because what else can be said to express how much you mean to me except that I love you all so. Without you guys I wouldn't be who I am today.)

16.Five people to tag?
Josh
Wern
Kak Ijat
Sarah
Nat Lydia

Cognizance/Cognisance

Cognizance/Cognisance (kog-ni-zuhnss):

Knowledge or awareness.

I am yet to have the cognizance of how painful my injury ought to be.


Archery is awesome. AWESOME!

I am bruised but it's still awesome!

My bruise looks awful but archery is still awesome!
I want my own bow and arrow but why oh why must it cost so damn much?
One bow is minimum RM500-600... I repeat... MINIMUM

And one arrow can cost from RM20 to RM80 each!!!!

Oh my!!!! I want a bow!!! Give me!

T__T

I shall just enjoy training for now. Need to train my hands more. So weak.

Of to clean myself. Ja

~owari

clandestine

Clandestine (klan-dess-tin):

Done secretly.

I never do anything in a clandestine fashion. I'm more of a 'Do' or 'Don't person.


Today I am going to go archery training!!!
So excited.

Today it rained after a sunny day.
It is a wonderful day.

Today I helped emina take care of the DaiCon booth.
It was dull and only two people signed up today. There were a plenty yesterday.

Today I plan to memorize the Japanese words.
I hope I won't fail.

Today I feel lazy yet again.
Hope it doesn't last long this laziness of mine.

Today I went to AIS class.
It was easy thus far.

Tomorrow I think everything will be routine.
I hope something exciting happens.

Mata ne~

~owari

Content

Content (kuhn-tent):

1. Peacefully happy or satisfied (adjective)
2. please or satisfy (verb)
3. A state of happiness or satisfaction (noun)

I'm living a content life and thank profusely to Allah S.W.T. for granting me such a life and I love my parents for providing me such luxuries.


I'm so tired... It's so wrong to start the week in such a busy state... Japanese words and sentence to memorize... Mandarin to remember... Daicon... Emina carnival... Melaka... Sleep... Tutorial... Food...

I'm swirling.. Reaching no where in an endless twirl...
When will I stop?

You were a devil in winter,
and after I've forgotten,
again the magic comes,
and as I wait for my gentleman's offer,
I keep it a secret till next summer.
On the way to the wedding,
I feel blanketed in fantasy,
and I enter the norwegian woods.
From this moment on,
if tomorrow never comes,
I shall find this destiny.

Weird poem right? It's a compilation of novel titles and song titles.
Baica try see if you can spot all the titles and songs. hehe.
*hint: 5 novel titles, 2 songs.

I'm feeling so many different things today...
boredom, content, sleepy, lonely, happy, annoyed, tired, aching, drowsy...
I wonder which do I feel more...

Watashiwa isogashi desu.
I'm busy...

I want to go Melaka this weekend to get something, to give something and to buy something but I feel so tired. I guess I should just go.. no use in postponing it... The more I wait the more difficult it will be to go there.

Why do I have to have class on friday at 4pm?

AH... I have a random thought that has been bugging me since the beginning of this week but I shan't say it. It's weird... and thus I shall keep it to myself.
There's this line in a song that says "Because of you I believe in love"
It was so touching I felt overwhelmed by it. By the way it was a wedding song.

I found this music box(?) that I really really really like! The music is nice too! It's sold at Lovely lace. It takes the shape of a carasol. I wanted to try the others too but the salesgirl was looking as if I was some annoying creature that won't go away... I shall try go see it again next time. I wanted to find the cheapest and most nicest one. Another thing that happened was that I found a shoe that I really really like! It's RM75 and it's high-heels. I wonder if I should buy it... It's not like I will use it everyday, but it's so hard to come across a high-heels that I like.
I don't enjoy shopping but I would like to purchase the music box or the shoe.. Would someone buy it for me? (*puppy dog eyes..)

Oh well... I can't expect people to buy it. That's just shameless. I shall have to collect my money (yes I know it sounds impossible but I have to try)

I have to prepare for class. Goodbye.

~owari

Ludicrous

Ludicrous (loo-di-kruhss):

1. absurd
2. ridiculous

It's absolutely ludicrous to be afraid of something that we can do something about. If I can stop myself from being afraid of the dark then surely I wouldn't be afraid any longer. It's simply a matter of taking things under our own hands.


I was sick on friday and skipped my Japanese class.
Fana & Mira are coming over on sunday.

Today Tyrah and I cleaned the entire house and I slept for more than 12 hours today. Was feeling a bit sick still. I think I'm quite ok now...
My table is still messy.

I hope all my friends won't be too burdened by their problems.
I'm starting to feel cold and numb.
Should go to sleep soon.

To all my friends out there who aren't having such a good day I hope you will still be able to grin and bear it at the end of the day.
Know that even if I can't possibly understand how you all feel I'm still trying my hardest to be understanding and caring.
I probably won't be able to ease your pain and suffering but at least you should know that I will listen and I will try not to judge.

Loves to everyone~

~owari

Winsome

Winsome:

Appealling.

Even plain rice is more winsome when compared to the curry we made today.


Last friday I had Japanese class! It was awesome and fun! Although Kobayashi sensei did ask us to memorize all the hiragana script I think i will take more than one month for me to memorize it all. I learned this new sentence "De wa, Ju gyou o haji mashou o. Jun biwa iidesuka?"
I means "Now, lets start the class. Preperations ok?"
I also learned that Sumi masen has 3 meanings! It can either mean:
1) I'm sorry
2) Excuse me
3) Thank you

Weird ne?

My bro and dad came last friday as well. My dad brought over some tuhau, ikan bilis and dried prawns. My bro came over to help fix my laptop. In the end he said i have to reformat all of it. Another horrible thing was that even HIS laptop got spoiled. I think I give some bad vibes to all electronic products. They all crumble in my presence.

On saturday, Tyrah and I went joggging and had a walk at the lake.
Later on sunday, Tyrah, Nelly and I went to Alamanda for some grocery shopping.

Today, Tyrah and I tried another curry experiment. I destroyed the curry by adding sugar. Note to self: Never, NEVER, EVER put sugar in curry.

I tried to make Tuhau myself but I kinda spoiled it by using the sushi vinegar. The tuhau became sweet! uhh....
How I crave for dark chocolate now. I want dark chocolate!!!!!!

My laptop is now Virus free and hopefully it will stay that way.
CHAO!

~owari

Tetchy

Tetchy:

Bad tempered and irritable.

I'm in a very tetchy mood but when i went in Japanese class my mood has lighten.


I can't believe how excited I am to learn Japanese. I learned how to write my name is Japanese.

Somehow even though today was such a trying day I think I can make it through without becoming crazy.

Let's see what happened this week.
1. Phone cannot send messages.
2. I made yucky curry.
3. My laptop is a wreck.
4. Printer can't be used without the color cartridge.
5. The hostel print shop is now charging for registration.

All in all, all my electronic equipments are on strike against me. I almost became crazy. I wanted to cry and shout in frustration. My mood became tetchy and annoying. Sorry you had to hear my complains tyrah.
I'm ok now. It's really not that horrible but it all happened in 2 days and I just kind of find my days super unlucky lately.

Oh well. That's life.
I'm still excited with all my language classes. The only class that made me sleep this semester was Accounting and Reporting. I hope it will get interesting later on (I don't want to sleep in classes. please.)

Now back to using my retarded laptop. Ja mata ne~

Chao
~owari