Ache

My hands and legs are in pain. haha. I almost felt like fainting at the streets.
Guess wat?
I went out to eat with Mayang and Arian (I think that was his name) and I met Vincent!
hahah! Terkejut me! He acted different. Maybe coz of the girl he was with *wink wink. hohoho

This was what i did today.

1. Woke up. haha. duh
2. Clean the entire Nea apartment. (imagine sweeping the floor without a broomstick. Only the head of the broom was left. Sakit my belakang. hahaa)
3. Carried my luggage all the way from Nea to cyberia (15-20 minute walk).
4. Went to eat with Mayang and Arian.
5. Went to the mosque for Zuhur.
6. Went back to nea to carry more stuff.
7. Went to return my apartment key and check out (Got threatened by the Hostel management. If the apartment isnt clean they will charge us a fine of rm50 each! WTH?! When tyrah and I first arrived the entire apartment was a mess! The people before us didnt even clean anything and Tyrah and I had to clean everything ourselves. Now when we leave we have to clean everything AGAIN. Hahaha. This is what it means when people say the world is a cruel and an unfair place. )
8. After that the clouds turned grey and it began to thunder! I walked all the way to Cyberia with my stuff and prayed hard for it not to rain. ) Alhamdulillah it didnt rain before i got to cyberia. :D
9. arrived at Cyberia. Talked with mayang about stuff. Feel happy that I finally passed another challenge.

During my journey today I had wanted to call on a friend to help. But who could I call? I didnt want to burden anyone. So I called on God and asked for His help.
And Alhamdulillah I made it.
With my battle scars as proof. haha.

The next challenge is tomorrow.
I need to wake up super early and leave on the earliest bus to Putrajaya sentral.
Then I need to take ERL to KLIA and get on the bus to LCCT.
Not much of a challenge? I have to carry two bags and two plastik. yeah baby!

By the time I finish University life i would have muscles like HULK! BWUAHAHAHAHAHA

Trying to cheer myself up isnt an easy job. It isnt easy for anyone.
But at least I made it through another day. and Im alive.
As long as we live we can change. But the words and inconsideration of others can really bring you down sometimes.

I guess I need to strengthen my will against such comments. haha.
Thanks for Nabils encouraging praises.
Yes I am small, but I believe I have a big will. I wont let things bring me down for long. hehe.

Sometimes in this life all we need is encouraging words and praises for our small accomplishments. i guess you could say i'm still a kid like that. One word of praise and I'm happy.
haha. Funny right.
But one word can hurt me as well.

Its easier to say you're ok then to say you're not. Thanks Fana for this. I shall remember it well.

So cheerio to all the wonderful people in the world.

ps. Thanks vincent for volunteering to help me with my stuff. (Even though i declined your offer because of my pride. Still appreciate the thought a lot. )

~owari