Midnight Devil

I have turned into A Midnight Devil!!!! Ten Ten Ten

Seriously...

Yesterday was such a weird day for I did everything that I normally wouldn't.
I woke up late and i received false news that there was no morning class, when there actually was.
Then I went to ACR building with Athirah. Went to help her with her website project but i didn't really help much. She was just unable to view the project she uploaded.
After seemingly trying to help her, i went to meet my Academic Advisor. Which reminds me I have to go check if I got barred.
***checking
result*** I didn't get barred. Fuih~

After visiting ACR a lot this week ~~ I feel I am going to miss that building. HHAHA
At 4pm, I went to SPR (Student Publication Room) and met up with Mona, Afiq, Bonchi, Kaylyn and Shin Dee. We got together and headed for Seoul Garden, Mahkota Parade. I ate a lot and I am so happy. Want to know why? BECAUSE I GOT FREE FOOD! Muahaha

At 7pm, I followed Elaine and Yuen back. Elaine dropped me off at Jusco.
I spent 2 hours alone in Jusco. Used up RM5 playing Taiko by myself. Bought an Al-Quran translation in English, a gift for someone special and black organizer that I have always wanted.
Then at 9.30pm, I met up with Fana, Mira and Ozas.

We went to MBO and watched movie. Me and Fana watched "Forbidden Kingdom" which was awesome (as expected from Jackie Chan and Jet li) and Ozas and Mira watched "Fools Gold".

We left MBO at 12pm and headed back to MMU on foot since there was no taxi. Sobs.
Walking at night: you don't actually feel the distance. Imagine walking that same distance (from MBO to MMU) under the blazing hot sun or in a stormy rain. lalala~
Alhamdulillah God is Most Merciful.

NANa has a blog!

~owari

Blogthings again

Your Personality Is

Guardian (SJ) You are sensible, down to earth, and goal oriented. Bottom line, you are good at playing by the rules. You tend to be dominant - and you are a natural leader. You are interested in rules and order. Morals are important to you. A hard worker, you give your all at whatever you do. You're very serious, and people often tell you to lighten up. In love, you tend to take things carefully and slowly. At work, you are suited to almost any career - but you excel in leadership positions. With others, you tend to be polite and formal. As far as looks go, you are traditionally attractive. You take good care of yourself. On weekends, you tend to like to do organized activities. In fact, you often organize them!

The Three Question Personality Test

Friends are flowers in the Garden of Life

The tulip I made for dear Kak Azreena. She likes tulip so i decided to make one for her. It was the hardest yet most beautiful flower i made. For you see, her flower is the only one i used a lot of copper wire and painted the tip white. Where as Josh's flower was painful to make because it was too small. Kak Azreena's tulip is most beautiful, Wern and Tyrah's lily most pretty, Josh's sakura most sweet, and Fana's carnation the most simple and cute.

Random flower picture from a random blogger.
And i love it.

Flower made for a dear friend. Wern, may our friendship never fade and may you stay pure and cheerful as your favorite flower, lily.

I will post the seoul garden, and iu dinner pictures in my next post and also more flowers hand-made by yours truly.
I made a lot till the tips of my fingers are in pain. Flower making is my current obsession. Its 12am and I am still making it. Made one for Josh too. Tyrah's lily is also complete. I made a carnation flower for Fana.
But all the love the flowers show, are more than enough to make me happy.
And i shall pass this love on.
And on.

GAHHHH!!!!!! The kenzo perfume Eunice gave me!!! I spilled it on Josh's flower. NO!!!!!
Wasted my perfume! CIS CIS CIS. ToT

~owari

Of flowers and Friends

I gave wern the lily I made for her. She was happy which made me happy.
Now i have a headache and my attitude is so bitchy.
I am So happy i have such good friends. Even with my "not so good" attitude they still act normal and didn't tell me off. Love you girls.
Now off to rest. My head feels like it's about to explode.

To bed and beyond.

~owari

Sushi and Seoul Garden

Oh where do I start? Im so stuffed....

So since after the IU dinner, i slept at 3am.
The following day i woke up at 10:40am.
Rushed, bathe and went to the library.
Canceled my meeting because I have no idea what our topic is about so no use have meeting.
Then went with Syam to Jusco.
Walked a while looking for T bday gift. Then went to eat sushi.
After long hours of non-stop walking we got her a Carlo Rino high-heel sandal.
Amazingly we got a 50% discount because the lady bos was kind enough to tipu2 for us. Hard to explain it here. So instead of paying RM79 we paid RM39. Wowie!
I was so happy i couldn't stop smiling.
After that, we went to popular to look for a book for Sodic's birthday present. But couldn't find it.
Sigh....
After that more walking and we went to buy food for Fana for Rm3.50.
We went back to MMU by taxi and i slept at Syam's room.
At 5pm i went back to hostel and rushed to prepare to leace to Mahkota Parade with Josh, Wern and Tyrah. We went to eat at Seoul garden for RM38 per person. All you can eat buffet. Meat, chicken, ice-cream, drink, abc, fruits, squid, lala, prawns and more. Oh the galore!
Ate till we all are round and happy. AT 7:45 me and Tyrah went for our Maghrib prayer and went to buy gift for Anas (her **???) Then I bought something for someone.
I had to look for a metal wire to complete the gift and thankfully Siow wern was kind enough to show me where i could get some. I am so happy.
I made something for her and a rose for Syam.
I am so happy.
Did some animation for Tyrah. She is happy and so am I.
Oh ya. T hinted that she wants a casual sandal that has no heels. uhoh. But we already bought her a sandal with heels. aiyayaya.
Maybe get her two sandals then? one with heel and one without?
Ah~ makes me feel like i want a sandal and a bag too. *bites lip!
Must not crave for material things.
Movies, food, anime, comic and novels are more important. Yes!

I am very tired. Time to rest.
Tomorrow there is a quiz. Wish me the besT.
Fana ALL the BEST for your LAB test!
Ah~~~~ I love the flower I made for wern! I hope she will be suprised to see it tomorrow.
Cant wait for tomorrow!

~owari

ps, forgot to mention. i got a free product from Body shop! its a little bottle of their new perfume. Lily! Loving it. Im using it on the flowers i made. muahahahaha. Free product is good.
And to think i wanted to buy a perfume earlier on (not expensive one. it was an rm5 perfume. The one in the little bottle. Its lavender. I wanted it SO badly. I wish i can have like ten of it! It smelled so nice! I love lavender. I think it has become my most favorite flower.

I've been tagged

LIST OUT THE TOP 5 PRESENTS YOU WISH FOR:

1. Something beautiful made for me by the person i love
2. A trip to the hotspring with my friends, dinner afterwards and karaoke as a closing ceremony
3. Going back home to sabah and trying out ddr with my sisters
4. A camera, a real good one, with lens and the works
5. A new note book for me to keep track of my life (a cute black notebook)

LIST OUT THE REASONS FOR YOUR CHOICES:

1. I want something meaningful, something thoughtful, something to cherish.

2. It was great when we did it last time, but we didnt do karaoke and i only went with two of my friends. This time, i want Fana, Syam, Tyrah, Kak AZ, WErn, Elaine(?), Mira, and anyone else who wants to join to follow along.

3. I miss home. And i always wanted to try out the DDR

4. I want to take pictures of the world!

5. I need one... my life is messy now. need to organize (hah! as if a notebook helps. T___T)

THE PERSON WHO TAGG-ED YOU IS : Chikusho.org

5 IMPRESSIONS OF HIM/HER:

1. ummm..... who?

2. her?

3. him?

4. hmm...

5. lalala~ i dont have a him or her. Does my friends include? coz then i have many hims or hers.

MOST MEMORABLE THINGS HE/SHE HAS DONE FOR YOU:

LALALA!

MOST LOVED INVENTION (doesnt have to be technically advanced)

The lily and rose I made with my own hands! I am planning to make them for my mum and also some of my treasured friends. I might need more paper. yikes

WHAT DO YOU DESPISE THE MOST:

Selfish and "sombong" people.

Usrah Dinner 2008

Me and Kak Azreena were in the room. I was eating my maggie and Kak AZreena was already at her closet looking for an inspiration. It was just 3pm but we were already late in our preparations. I lazily stood up and went for a bath. By 4pm, me and Kak Azreena are well dressed and i went to iron my "tudung". Kak Azreena started to panic as Syam has yet to arrive. We called her and she did not respond. After a few minutes she called us back and she said she did not realize the time. She thought we were going to leave at 8pm and she had to run all the way from the law library to ixora apartment and all the way back to the hostel.
When Syam, Kak Azreena and me were done dressing up, we went to Tyrah and Fana's room to find them both being fixed up by Mira. She did their eye make up.
After everyone was dressed and ready we left to go to President Square. It was a blazing hot day and we were left waiting under the striking heat. As we waited i started to get frustrated, stood up and pulled Syam along with me to go sit under the cooler shade. As we walk, all the other participants were already heading into the bus. HAh...
WE boarded the bus and headed to Cyberjaya. I sat with Fana, Tyrah with Syam and Kak aZreena Sat alone because KAk Erma left her to sit alone. Poor thing.
I slept through the ride to Cyberjaya. When we arrived we went to the mosque and I did my Maghrib prayer. The girls and I were headed to the Grand Hall just as all the participants were entering. When we went in, my table was the only table that ravaged our party gifts - which consisted of sweets and candy. We were desperately hungry and had to wait for all the speeches to be done with before we could attack the buffet table. The food - when we actually got it - was cold and a bit of a disappointment. Overall i had an ok night but i really don't think it was worth my RM30. Sigh.
In the bus, Fana and I talked a lot. WE talked about her parents, how much she missed her beloved deceased mother, her macho brother, he selfish younger brother and how she feels. I can't say more than that because the rest is between me and her. All I can say is, her brother is so MAcho! *winks
Fana, we will always be open to you. Don't be afraid to open yourself to us.
LAlala~
Tomorrow:
9am: Go lib
11am: meeting islamic project
12pm: jusco here we come
4pm: bcak to MMU
5:30pm: Seoul garden here we come

Balik tido sudah~~~~~

~owari

ps: pictures later then i upload. need to leech it from my friends.

60 seconds and DRAMAfest

In 60 seconds to fame I LOVED the shuffle performance by the guys! They looked uber cool!
Haiz... Wish i could break-dance suddenly. Hehehe.
The winner of 60 seconds was this chinese girl who played a chinese instrument. She was ok la~~

For the drama-fest I personally thought all the drama's were quite boring. Save for a little laughter and a little tear now and then. I was shocked that the actor Awiyao won as best actor. He didn't even do much during the performance. Lol

Shocking occurrence: Me and Syam was laughing and playing while they announced the winners of the lucky draw. Suddenly Tyrah called to me and said "Adyla, I think they are calling your number!" I was shocked and checked my ticket. I stood up and headed for the stage and the announcer said "Looks like this girl is excited." WTH? I was more shocked than excited. If i won the grand-prize like some people then i would be excited. Haizzz... Memalukan me!

Thats all to report. Going to Cyberjaya for a dinner today and tomorrow going Seoul Garden for dinner. I am going to eat a lot before i have to suffer the cruel fate that awaits me in Cyber.

~owari

Nocturnal

Im becoming nocturnal. God bless me.
XD
My eyes are swollen. I slepat at 6am trying to finish my website project and I only finished two pages.
DADAda.
3 more pages to go.
AFIQ you owe me vitagen = sorry i gave the work late btw.
but i still want my vitagen. >:-)

Kak Az and Kak Erma are going to try on the clothes they will be wearing for Usrah Dinner.
Yay Yay

This morning i 'Tawaf' ACR for like 10 rounds.
In the evening i 'Tawaf' again for another few rounds.
I was lecturer hunting. I went hunting for a speaker for my friends event.
So tired. I was going to cry after walking for so long. My arm started to hurt again.
I message Syam and she came to teman me. I love her. She is so sweet.
She helped me a lot.
She suggested i look for Ustaz Najib and Alhamdulillah he was willing to help.
I give me thanks to him and pray he receives Allah S.W.T. blessing.
Kak AZ jangan tengok me typing!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I am happy again and sleep threatens to consume me.
Lalala~

~owari

Complete my day

.Go as far as you can.

Sweet Memories

Ok, i admit my eyes were stinging after the business presentation by Kang Wei, Adilah, Jason, Renga and Jessica.
I suddenly remember I am moving to cyber soon and I wont be able to see everyone again.
I feel so sad. I wonder if i would cry when i am about to leave? I guess not. I didn't cry when i had to leave home. And plus I will visit Melacca often to claim my belanja from Caryn, Josh and some other poor friend i would victimize.
One problem i wont miss is Watermelon. Sigh~ It's not that i hate Watermelon. "Hate" is such a strong word. Dislike is a better term to use. I dislike the way watermelon talk, dislike the way watermelon take credit for other people's work and says that watermelon did a lot of hard work, i dislike that watermelon always perasan and I ESPECIALLY dislike watermelons attitude!
That is why I pray so hard and wish that watermelon stays in melaka and torture other poor living souls and not mine. I had enough and if i have to work with watermelon again all i would do is pretend watermelon doesn't exist. Just like what i am doing now. I don't even want to look at watermelon in the face.
After this I have to finish my website project. It really is progressing slowly.
I just had my dinner = maggie.
I am bored.
My eyes hurt.
The clouds outside look beautiful.
The trees look so fresh.
The people look so lively.
My room is a mess.
Kak Az is missing in action.
Tyrah and Atheerah is watching a movie.
My Media Player is playing "Please Dont GO" by Christian Bautista.
My aromatheraphy hand lotion smells yummy.
I am thirsty.
I am wasting time.
I am typing on my com.
The song just changed to "she Could" by Christian Bautista.
Tomorrow i got class at 8am.
I have Islamic Test tomorrow.
I am going to pray. will be right back.
.................after 10 minutes.....................................
I didnt make it! Stupid! Why was i wasting time like that?
The room is hot.
I will ope window later.
I just wana see how far can i go.
Wowwwwww........................... the world looks bluish.
hmmm....... tomorrow i will have to multitask and try to study islamic as well as finish my website project.
Tonight i feel like i am having a headache.
see/// even my english is starting to suck.
Oh I suddenly remember i have to do the cover page for the academic essay.
I forgot to mention that SNR is opened for business but this time the owner is different.
Now the owner is a Turkish guy i think.
They serve mostly Arabic food. I think the food was delicious. I even wanted to eat macaroni after eating the SAudi Kabsa: which was some herb rice (kinda like briyani rice) with two chicken drumstick.
The manager was so kind that 5 minutes before 12am, he served us free custard. Free for all customers. And it was delicious.
Then Kak AZ told us a shocking news! Elmo (not real name) ate 12 panadols and consumed a bottle of cough medicine due to relationship problems.
SCARY! Elmo looks so kind and soft-spoken you wont expect elmo to do such a crazy act. Kak AZ accompanied Elmo to the hospital in the evening. They waited 3 hours and the blardy doctor just mocked and made fun of Elmo. He didnt even give elmo a check up. Then big-bird(not real name) got potato pissed at the doctor and shouted in the hospital (*__* So macho! Wish every guy acted this way).
We waited in SNR till 12:10am for elmo to arrive. She needs friends at this troubling times. Not just friends, good friends. I wish elmo would just forget her bf and go for big-bird instead. He cares for elmo.
Why oh WHY, do girls stick to guys who are POTATOES??? Stupid love blind-ness.
Sigh.
I hope elmo doesn't do something like this again (it is her 2nd time btw)
I hope nobody does this type of thing!
It is just stupid. Just potato stupid.
If he treats you bad then leave him. Yang so potato fall in love with him apa hal!
Anyway....
back to random chatter....
I saw Kaylyn today. She dropped her glasses.
Since i didnt see her face at first i ran, picked up the glasses and said "excuse me!"
Luckily she heard and turned. By then i recognized her of course.
WOw... how long is this post going anyway?
WEll, let me reminisce sweet memories in MMU Melaka.
Orientation: Had a good time with new people and my OC "Chau FAN"
First Week: Missed a few classes. And volunteered for a crazy position as the class rep.
Overall first sem: Loved my first sem. miss my home. love my lecturer mdm Idayu.
2nd sem: Had a potato lecturer that hates my class and probably the entire mmu student population. Went to Genting and Kelantan and had wonderful memories with friends.
3rd sem: Trying hard to uphold my current CGPA and rushing to finish my projects. Had a tiring business project with my friends. It rained blood and sweat as well as cash that entire 2 weeks. Sellers trying to sell, buyers trying to run away and save what's left of their money.

SHAKAlaKA... Kak AZ came back. HEr presentation went out fine. She said it was simple.
HAHAHA
im putting on lotion on my hand as i type...
eiiii, the laptop keyboard is lotion-ed.
ahhhh
this is becoming my longest post! LALAALALAL~
back to work
its maghrib now
gtg pray....
tata
titi
tutu
toto
tete
yoyo
bye
~owari

To Dear Uncle Singh

Dear Uncle Singh,
Before you depart you forgot to say goodbye.
And now I won't be able to see you again.
All i would want to say to you is how much fun my childhood had been playing and fighting with you. How i remember the times we all went to the river for a swim and you destroyed my mud and rock country!
How you always wanted Sodic's Papa Bear and said you will claim it as yours one day.
How i remember you driving me and Najji back home from school while smoking. Me and Najji had to put our head out the window to breath and even that did not stop us from suffocation.
I remember that you ordered one coca-cola and two packets of cigarettes everyday and my mum trying to scold you.
You will always be part of a dear memory and a dear friend Uncle Singh.
May your family take your leave as painless as possible and may you rest in peace.

I will miss you, dear old friend.

Love you always,
Adyla

Bapak AYAM

Today I woke up early and did my morning prayer. Shortly after that, I went back to sleep.

I re-awake at 11am. I faced my laptop with droppy eyes and start to do my website project and ate the last of my kuih siput.
At 2pm, me, Kak Az, Tyrah and Syam prepare ourselves to go to Malacca Central. I wanted to get my ticket to Sabah from there office in Central.
Josh was chatting with Kak Az and suddenly, we decided to ask Josh to help send us. Of course we tried to pay him for his help (and of course he don't want to terima).
He came to fetch us in Ixora. When we arrived at Central we searched for the air asia office. When we arrived at the office, guess what! The door was locked, the open sign can clearly be seen, the air conditioner was on, the television was on, but the humans were missing. Damn customer service.
Anyway, theres always good in every situation. So we headed to Jusco. We entered McD and had our lunch as we were all hungry. We ate and chatted like nothing was wrong. Then suddenly. *ring ring ( Adyla picks up the call ) "Hello, is this Ali..Alia..Ad,lia, Elsaqqina?" "Yes, this is Adyla. Can i help you?" "Do you know Azreena Ahmad's phone number?" (Adyla calls Kak Az. Kak Az takes the call and exclaimed "Oh My!")

What did you think happen?
a) aliens zapped her
b) she tripped and fell
c) she won a million ringgit
d) she forgot something

The answer is....
,,,
,,,
,,,
D!
She forgot her purse on one of the McD tables. Luckily, the worker took it, luckily they called, luckily she put my number in her purse.
So, our journey continues (after 5 minutes of Josh laughing at Kak Az).
Me and josh went up first and played Taiko. First 2 rounds we lost. Third round i won twice and josh lost twice! MUAHAHAHAHAHA
We then met up with Kak Az, Syam and Tyrah. Went to buy PAPa Roti and i bought comic.
Entered Jusco supermarket and bought a couple of stuff to stock up.
Then Josh attacked the McD ice-cream.
Kak Az, Syam, Tyrah and me busied ourselves looking at shoes and clothes (me mostly matching girlish clothes with Josh. hahaha)
When we were about to go back, Josh mentioned CoffeeBean. So we wanted to treat him to a drink for his help. He didn't want to accept it and said to eat at Secret Recipe, where he bought a cake and forced himself to eat it. I bought fresh milk (hot), my MOST favourite drink in Secret REcipe.
Me and Syam sneaked away and bought CoffeeBEan for him anyway and when we gave it to him, he wanted to give to Kak AZ la, Syam la, Tyrah la, Me la and he even wanted to give to Wern. Haiz. Why don't just accept it?
After a tiring day of eating and eating, we headed back to MMU.
-THE END

tired tired tired. fat fat fat. sleepy sleepy sleepy. lazy lazy lazy
~owari

28th !!!!!!!!!!!!!

something happening on the 28th!

After so long

Ok... After so long sounding depress, angry and all emo in my blog its time to put in something good. You see the picture up there? Its home sweet home. One month to go before i can go home! whoppie!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

AS I watch you go

As I watch him waiting there by the parking lot, my heart felt so happy. My dad is here!
When things are going so crazy for the past week, he came over.
Didn't expect him to come. Papa was suppose to be in Kuala Lumpur for a seminar?
Mama and Nana has been asking if Papa called or visited me.
I was so happy he came. I smiled like an idiot and walked to Papa. Wanted to run and cry but that would be childish right?
I said Assalamualaikum Papa and he replied with Waalaikumsalam. I hugged my dad and handed him the stuff to take home to my beloved mum and sisters.
He handed keropok, food and some mangoes to me. He always brings me fruits. One thing that I love!
Then as he asked me how are things, i became nostalgic and started to remember home.
He then said it was time for him to leave. It was just 10 minutes. I wanted to talk more but i think he was in a rush, he had his friend with him.
As he drove out, i waited and waved goodbye. I was smiling but my eyes started to get watery. Just as i was about to cry, i turned and i saw JOSH! Oh my god! If he saw me cry, i would never hear the end of his mockery!
So, i said hi casually and said my dad came. He saw my food and playfully asked for some. I quicken my step and said "No way la! hahaha." I quickly walked ahead and said i was in a rush to go back to my room. As I walked away, the tears start to fall. Oh I miss my family so much! So much it hurts. The tears keep pooling in my eyes and drop by drop it fell. At the lift I met up with Kak Az and she laughed at me. She meant it in a good way. She was happy that I was happy. I went to my room and wiped my tears.
Syam came in and quickly she grabbed my arms and said "Let me see!"
She wanted to see me cry, why that rascal! She made tears start to pool again but i wasn't about to give her the satisfaction! I grabbed a tissue and wiped it away. hah!
So that was how my day turned out to be a sad yet happy one.
As I watch my dad go, I PRAY and WISH SO hard that he has a safe journey and that I will meet my family again.
I still feel like crying.
It's not funny.
It's not embarrassing.
It is just that I am My dad's little girl.
My mum's growing girl.
My sisters supporting shoulder and laughter medicine.
And my brothers punching bag and lecture machine.
I love them dearly.

I LOVE YOU ALL SO MUCH! EVEN THOSE WHO ARE READING MY BLOG! LOVE YOU ALL!

Here is to Chikusho!

An answer to Afiq!

The movie you enjoyed the most : The Last Samurai and Narnia!!!!! (who said i cant have two favourites!)

The last movie that made you cried : L - change the world (I think i cry in almost all the movies i watch. Which isn't funny! So stop laughing!)

The last movie that you overspent on : hmmm.. L - change the world (I had to buy the ticket twice just because i missed out on the first show. RM9 flew away!!!)

The movie you wish to watch right now : Forbidden Kingdom (its forbidden. >.< Jackie and Jet are in it. Double J kung-fu power!!!!)

The movie you want to watch with her : (who?) hmmm.... Over Her dead Body (because Athirah happen to be here and thats what she wants to watch)

There, i answered it. what is this? a movie survey?

Just one of those moments

Moments when i fear i have no friends
moments where i feel some people are my friends just to get close to my other friend.
Moments where i feel im useless.
Moments where i wish i had someone special.
Moments when i wonder when, where, how, what, who, and why?
Moments that make me miss HOME so dearly and wish I was back home.
I need moments like these. To make me realize how important my important people are to me.
I want happy moments too.

Quote of the week: "Once upon a time is Timeless, You and I are apart of Happily Ever After."

Syam, Thanks for the frog keychain aka Gong Chan Kacak!
I love it so much! When i feel down about friendship i looked at the frog once and i know even if the world hated me i at least have 5 friends in MMU that will love me. I love you guys so much.
Thanks for making MMU, melacca a wonderful memory for me. Muahks!

SICK

SICK with fever last night, my eyes were in so much pain. As if they were burning.
Sick with headache now. Woke up at 11am. What a way to start a holiday. Sigh

Special thanks

Special thanks to wern, athirah, fana, and kak Azreena for understanding my predicament.
For witnessing the ugly side of me and sticking with me to the end.
I love you guys
I want to see my family badly!
I want to tell my sisters, no one can replace their laughter.
I want to tell my brothers, no one can replace their cheer and encouragement.
I want to tell my mother, I miss her comfort and strength for there is no other.
I want to tell my dad, how i miss him so and all the confidence and assurance he gives.

I pray to God they know all this and more.

I cry silently as I watch my fingers type.
These hands who tried so hard to be strong.
In face of all challenges. If there is one thing that hurts me the most its disappointment.
I just want to sleep. Sleep this day away. but no. There are things to get done.

Dont worry Josh. I will finish the accounts. Dont worry. I dont miss out on my work and disappoint my friends like some people.
Don't worry. I am ok. This makes the 4th time i cried. And over something so stupid?
I feel like laughing. How stupid. How very stupid.

Tears roll down my cheek in silent rebellion to the pain i feel.
So lonely and so painful.

Im smiling

Yes, Im smiling.
Yes, Im smiling like an idiot.
Smiling, as i imagine I am killing three potatoes.
Watch as i drown them in the wonderful hot spring on one fine summer day.
Whipee~~~
If you are too lazy, too 'smart', too 'helpful and caring'
Just freaking tell me! Then i wont give you any work!
Then I wont bother putting hope in you!
Then I wont have to hear you give excuses like 'I ask my mum and dad about it!'
Well, guess what, I heard my great ancestor tell me never to give you guys a second chance ever again!
Next job will be left for me, Siow Wern and scott. The others can go your merry way.
Don't be mistaken. You are a dear friend. But the last straw just burned, crumbled and turned into ashes as i am disappointed again!
And heck! For the credit, I wont confront you guys anymore! Cant stand your excuses and potatoes!
Wateva!
ALL I WANTED WAS A SHOW OF EFFORT! AND SENSE OF TEAMWORK!
AND WHAT YOU ALL WANT IS THE EASY WAY OUT AND JUST LET
US DO THE WORK!
WELL, I WILL GIVE YOU WHAT YOU WANT. THERE WONT BE A NEXT MEETING ANYMORE! IF THERE IS, YOU WONT HEAR ME MESSAGING ANYONE! DO YOU HEAR ME! ITS ALWAYS ADYLA MSG THE OTHERS! ADYLA MAKE MEETING! ADYLA WHERE IS THE VENUE! WELL IM DONE WITH ALL THIS POTATO!
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YOU MIGHT THINK i AM BEING CHILDISH OR EVEN OBSESSED ABOUT THIS, BUT i AM JUST TRYING TO GET EVERYONE TO DO WORK! i HATE THE FACT THAT SOME OF US WORK OUR ASS OFF AS SOME OTHERS DO WHAT?

Hot Spring ^^

Yes, I was smiling like an idiot.
Yes, it was fun and yes, i loved it!
Even before i went into the car to go i was already smiling like an idiot. >__< (here is where i scream like crazy! I already typed my post but somehow it got deleted!!!! GAHHH! Potato!)
>o<
Well, here i go (again)!
I went to the hot spring in Kg Gadek with Kak Az, Fana, Bahtiar, Kechik, Alias and Shafiq.
WE reached in 35 minutes (because alias was crazy and drove at 170 km/hour)
I had to change into kak Az's pants (because all i brought was Kain Batik, because i was looking forward to a separate bath)
Amazingly, in malaysia there isn't a single hot spring that I have been to that have single baths!
Japan has it, but shockingly Malaysia doesn't. WEird.
Then we had lots of Hot BaTH. Kechik jumped head first into the hot spring and bounced straight out after that. He is crazy.
Then we went to get changed and went to Alor Gajah for dinner. The guys wanted to go karaoke but they sent us girls home first because it was getting late. awww. how sweet.

*note: i typed a better version of the event before something happened and deleted all my hard work. So, here's a crappier version done in 3 minutes. Tq

Wet all over from laundry work, i splash away

~owari

Random memories

My hand that I inai-ed. Isnt it nice??? Can you see the couple?

My dream guy!!?!? hahaha. maybe if i was a cartoon, yes. This was taken in Popular when me and Elaine stumbled upon some devilishly handsome anime guys. hahaha. We took some photo to remember our craziness and that moment.

Its like all the light in the world is trying to burst into my life from my open window. And i realize life is beautiful if you let it be.

The first ever jam that i ever loved!!!!!!!!! I never liked any jam before but this jam tops all other jam. And so does the price of it.

I finished reading all 4 of the novels mama bought and now I am craving for more!

Me and Kak Azreena going to hotspring with three of her friends. I am looking forward to it.
splash splash away
~owari~

27 dresses before mine

I watched the 27 dresses movie. Though some may like it while others don't, I am in the "like it" category. Oh how I envy the main characters strength and wish to make people happy. If everyone lived to help others and make everyone happy, isn't that a beautiful thing.
I cried during the movie. I am not embarrassed to say that i do this sometimes ever since my first visit to the cinema when i was 16. I cried during my first movie in the cinema which had been "Narnia". Funny right. It wasn't even a sad movie and i cried. LOL
I cried during the 27 dresses movie because it felt so painful to watch a girl let go of the man she loved for so long because she wants her sister and him to be happy. I am so glad she found her true love at last. I love movies like these. Those that are able to make me cry. I don't cry often and when i do i know the reason why. It normally happens when i am over-worked or i am angry. Ever since Khidmat Negara I had done plenty of crying. I cried 3 times in MMU. First when I got sick during the Orientation Week, second when my class was being impossible and Ms cherrie was the cause of it, and third when the holiday break kicked in during first sem. Everyone went home except me.
I love crying in the cinema. I dont know why, but it gives me time to cry. And i love it. Crying isnt a pretty sight on me but at least in the cinema i can cry when no one is looking. Thank God my friends were absorbed in the movie they didnt notice my sniffing and crying. hahaha
Well, my next movie is hopefully L-change the world or Nims island or Narnia or many more.
Alhamdulillah I am born privileged to so many good things. I pray everyone feels the same.

Bouncing with joy

Once upon a time is Timeless

Im eating maggie while reading a fairytale novel. My friend syam is stuck in an isolated area waiting for her sister to pick her up. Tyrah is happily with her sister. Fana and Kak Az doing God knows what. And here I am...
It has been long since i read my last fairytale. I missed it.
All the adventure, troubles, quest and most of all the happily ever after.
Will I get mine? Sometimes my heart makes a little wish of "What If's" What if my life was different. What if my life was a fairytale story. It would be nice...
Then logic kicks in and tell me that it's either impossible or I wouldn't like it if it was.
Whatever it is, I am enjoying my novel while i eat tasteless maggie.

My business week project is over and done with. We have at least rm500 profit and I will get my money back. We had ups and downs. Wars and excitement. Embarrassment and boredom. But it was all good. I even miss waking up at 5am to do those delicious sandwiches and eating the fruit cocktails till my throat aches.

The Carrier Funfair is also over but not successful. We didn't manage to cover the cost, sadly. but it was a fun experience to watch people competing for the mp4, hard disk and the IPOD nano.

Now, new tasks call for me. Accounting assignment, academic essay, website project and my upcoming finals.
Thankfully my ustaz didnt bar me from my exam. I cowered behind Iffah when i talked to him. (thank you Iffah for being their for me. Love ya)
For everyone's info, I am no coward! Except when I know I am wrong. I know it was my fault that i missed my classes and my attendance are low. But most of all i was embarrassed with my faults and ashamed. That was the reason for my cowardice. I am not scared to face things that i know are right. There is a difference. Whether significant or not the difference, its still there.

Ok, enough of rambling. Thats all the updates so far. Oh, by the way, I got provisional offer to go Cyberjaya for my degree in accounting. So its decided, my fate lies in cyberjaya. God give me strength. Strength to say "See you again" to my dear friends in Melaka. The truth is, I will miss Syam most of all. It was always either she or Eunice or my mum or my sister that i msg when i was in need of companionship. I really would miss her.

I plan to move into Cyber hostel with Elaine. I was always bent on proving that there is no racial barrier in Malaysia. Especially in hostel (since most of them tend to separate malays and other races). Its a new experience, one i look forward to. I hope me, tyrah, wern and other classmates on the way to Cyberjaya do not break the bond in which we have grown. I wish them all well.

There are certain times, where i wonder about love and it is always last for a minute or two before i realize its not my place to think to much about it. God has His Ways. And i trust Him dearly on that.

For now I want to finish my novel, next would be my challenge of cleaning the room as well as finish my assignment.

Oh how i crave for good food right now. Sobs

With a tummy rumble i sign off

Somethings

Here are somethings that happened this week.
We drove to Josh house. He went out for awhile to get something. I took over the wheels and drove off (yes, i have no license yet. muahaha). I drove and made a U-turn (yes without pressing on the break) and then Siow wern shouted "Adyla! BREAK!" Tyrah went "Oh my Goddddddd!!!"
And then just 50 cm before we hit the tree near petronas i press on the break. Yeah. What an exhilarating moment.
Sold stuff on monday for PBU project. Found out we had to re-do the article then have to do homework. Scott had to do everything alone. I wanted to teman him but everyone like so tired already and scott told us all no need. I was so tired and so stressed (until now i think the reason was all because of the workload).
I went back to hostel and instead of using the lift, i climbed the stairs and silently wept.
Then when i came into my room, i talked to Kak Azreena as i buried my tear-stricken face into the pillow. I always end up like this after a tiring day. Haizzzzzzz. Kak Az told me "relax sudah" and i replied "Hidup sudah" As long as I am living, its alright, I can go on.
Then today, i started the day fresh and happy. Scott got pissed in class. I felt so guilty i wanted to bonk his head and say I was sorry. instead i just told him quietly that i was sorry.
What was past is past. Now i will work harder.
Thats about all to report. so tired. But I am ok.

Droopy eyes signing off/ (=.=)/

~owari