The STRESSSSSSSSSSSSSSS

STresssssssssssss. I just pissed off a lot of people this week.
I bet everyone is angry at me. My seniors, my frens, and probably soon to be ..my parents(becoz im planning on doing so much on the holidays).
How i wish i can just go home. Too late for all that.
Im stuck with all that i did. Cant change time. Wish i could. then i wouldnt be so miserable.
Mayb i shud pindah cyber and just refresh my life.

:((((((((((((((((( depression!!!!!!!!!!!!!

The Poem

I AM a POEM PERSON!

How Do I Love Thee?

Poem lyrics of How Do I Love Thee? by Elizabeth Barrett Browning.

How do I love thee? Let me count the ways.

I love thee to the depth and breadth and height

My soul can reach, when feeling out of sight

For the ends of Being and ideal Grace.

I love thee to the level of every day's

Most quiet need, by sun and candlelight.

I love thee freely, as men strive for Right;

I love thee purely, as they turn from Praise.

I love with a passion put to use

In my old griefs, and with my childhood's faith.

I love thee with a love I seemed to lose

With my lost saints, I love thee with the breath,

Smiles, tears, of all my life! and, if God choose,

I shall but love thee better after death.

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If I Can Stop One Heart From Breaking

Poem lyrics of If I Can Stop One Heart From Breaking by Emily Dickinson.

If I can stop one heart from breaking,
I shall not live in vain;
If I can ease one life the aching,
Or cool one pain,
Or help one fainting robin
Unto his nest again,
I shall not live in vain.

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The Thousandth Man

Poem lyrics of The Thousandth Man by Rudyard Kipling.

One man in a thousand, Solomon says,
Will stick more close than a brother.
And it's worth while seeking him half your days
If you find him before the other.
Nine hundred and ninety-nine depend
On what the world sees in you,
But the Thousandth man will stand your friend
With the whole round world against you.

'Tis neither promise nor prayer nor show
Will settle the finding for 'ee.
Nine hundred and ninety-nine of 'em go
By your looks, or your acts, or your glory.
But if he finds you and you find him.
The rest of the world don't matter;
For the Thousandth Man will sink or swim
With you in any water.

You can use his purse with no more talk
Than he uses yours for his spendings,
And laugh and meet in your daily walk
As though there had been no lendings.
Nine hundred and ninety-nine of 'em call
For silver and gold in their dealings;
But the Thousandth Man he's worth 'em all,
Because you can show him your feelings.

His wrong's your wrong, and his right's your right,
In season or out of season.
Stand up and back it in all men's sight --
With that for your only reason!
Nine hundred and ninety-nine can't bide
The shame or mocking or laughter,
But the Thousandth Man will stand by your side
To the gallows-foot -- and after!

Even if we have a thousand friend, it just take one out of the thousands to make life a little better, life much happier and life a whole more cherished.
Cherish that thousandth person. Whoever it may be. Coz he/she might be the only one to stand at your side. I lost a few and gain a few but nothing can replace my thousandth friend. It use to be us four. Now its us three. I have done things i regret but i never regret befriending thee.

To all my new friends, my old ones and my soon to be ones. Even if i might forget you even if i may never remember, im thankful for the days we spent together.

Last but not least, I love my family.
Whats better than money, health to spend days with loved ones.
Whats better than health, friends to go through any sickness.
Whats better than friends, family to stand by your side.
Whats better than family, GOD who never leaves you and never fails you even if you fail GOD.

~owari

The Presentation

Well, one presentation down. One more to go. My presentation today was okok la. My plans to go Langkawi for the club trip is cancelled and replaced with a 'might be' trip to kelantan with my friends Athira, Nik Rafizah(syam), Fana and Kak Azreena.
This is what i plan for the holidays:
Go genting class trip.
Go tokwan and Tok's house.
Go out wif Eunice.
Go kelantan with the ones stated above.
Go Sabah.
Tadaa!
Well thats roughly what i planned la.
Hope everything works out.
My finals are coming. Lalalalala~
What fun awaits me!!!!
Announcement: Baica got 3A and 5B for her PMR! So proud of my sis. NO C!!!!!
Happy happy! Hope she has a wonderful day and more wonderful days to come. Congrats!

WISH lots of love to my family and to nana and sodic who will be taking SPM and UPSR next year. Work hard and reach for your destiny!

Love you all lots!

The Investment?

RM 1bil ‘Venice of the East’ project for Malacca

MALACCA: The state government has approved the reclamation of a 72ha site off the Portuguese Settlement for mixed development, Chief Minister D____m said.

He said a private company, _____, which is undertaking the reclamation would create six man-made islands that would have hotels, shopping malls and high-end residential apartments.

“Malacca can be called Venice of the East once again after completion of the six islands, expected within five years,” M____li told reporters after presenting presents to children at Portuguese Settlement.

> Here's the thing... The are planning to build "a man-made island" wich will hold HOTELS, SHOPPING MALLS AND 'HIGH-END' APARTMENTS???
Wat part of this is Venice like? Wats the use of this? Tourist?
Why not help ppl in the flood areas. or preserve mother nature.
The things people do when their mind is clouded by money............
And to build these "man made islands" they would probably dig up some hill somewhere and dump it in the ocean like they did for S___ resort.
Digging up hill= deforestation+ruining the animals home place+filling up the ocean

If they arent gonna dig up hills where do u suppose they get dirt enuf to make an island? unless they plan to make that moving island version made of plastic botols and tires. wich is highly unlikely....

Wat a waste! and they call it investment?! pah!
Sure...wif all the global-warming and such... dont they ever learn?!?!?!
DONT MESS WIF MOTHER NATURE WILL YA!!!! COZ SHE WILL GET YA BACK! one way or another and she doesnt care who gets in her way.

~owari

The Countdown

7 days till finals. 6days for me to study. 5 days till pca0025 presentation. 4 days till pen0025 presentation. 3 days till ppe0025 assignment. 2 days left till xmas. 1 day left for me to decide what to do with the gacc banner ( to sew another extra 2 meters of cloth or to leave it at 4 meters only).

and 4 hours till i go Sri Zamrud.

All my life has been a countdown. Never a moment where i have no due dates, or schedule. sigh.

Time is always the fastest runner that no one will ever catch up to; let alone beat.

Im in law library, doing pca0025 assignment while looking at ppe0025 notes, while listening to music and now doing blog for awhile.

Why is Japanese music so nice to the ears and even their lyrics are better than malay and eng songs. But of course Al-Quran is always the best to listen to. If only i know all the Tajwid. Sigh

What's the point? As I am reading my economy notes i wonder will i remember this when I am grey and old? Will i remember it when my children come up to ask? Will i remember it during a job interview? sigh. All the questions that aren't worth wondering because the answer is pretty obvious.

The Buziness of it all

Today slept at 1am, woke up at 6:45. Went to mainfield, ate bfast, joined hostel explorace(more like forced to). Then ran around the campus like a raving maniac trying to get to each designated checkpoint. The fun part = i get the chance to throw flour at my seniors XD and i got the chance to burn some fats. YEAH. hahahah
In conclusion, even though we were forced, we still had a good time. Though i ended up being tired physically and mentally (i shouted during an event where we had to balance a basketball on our leg and on another occasion where we had to finish a puzzle under the hot, hot, HOT sun).
My dad came half an hour later with acik Zaki and Najji. We all went to Mahkota Parade. Papa bought me a stock of medication and stock of food. XDDDD i got a new knife.... to kill people... kidding.....XDDDD (my old knife was starting to rust).
After that, we drove out and Acik Zaki stopped by a nearby food stall to eat. I had some Laici Kang and Papa ordered Cendol. Yummm
After all the fun, Im now in Sri Zamrud, doing 'wonderful' assignments. Sigh~ tired...
I love my family SO MUCH!!!!!!!!!!!

~owari

The Sickness II

Im sick... AGAIN...... (-.-lll
here are some things i bought over the weekend :
external HDD
A shirt
a pants
some books
and some briefs
...... i kinda went crazy and over spend......
time to ultra budget once again.....
To my family: dont worry. i will try my darn hardest to budget and my frens gave me medicine
and convince me to go to clinic.... so i will be alright...
Love you all

~owari

The Tree (a beauty)

THE TREE

The Tree

When you think about it, none of us are perfect. We are a part of mother nature. Perfect yet disfigured. Ever watched a tree? how it has scars, bend in dissortment and sometimes half dead? Yet, look how it stands there. all proud and brave. brave against the elements and people who scars its bark and tear its leaves. Yet unconciously it protects the younger plants beneath it and never asked for anything in return. How i wish i had the strength and dignity of the beautiful tree. See how perfect and unperfect the tree is?

As i stare at its wonder it is the same as i shed tears when people take it down. I stare at the trees in awe and respect. Then i would watch over the little tress that grow and may they grow as their elders did.

The beautiful tree. The untamed tree. The dignified tree. The disfigured tree. All the same. All living out their duties.

Humans have done everything they could to perfect the world throught their visions but dont they understand that it is already perfect?

The tree grows from a seed. A child is born everyday. And reality is just dreams made real.

~owari

The birthday

I FORGOT to add in my blog...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY BELOVED BROTHER, RAHMAT NAJJI, AND MAY GOD BLESS HIM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! LOVE YA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

(I will buy u something wen i meet u)

Next, happy birthday to my good friend and compandre in deco div, BONCHI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

(YOur skills rock! Please get well and dont overdo urself)

Also, happy birthday to ELAINE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

(did u like the sushi, hentai-sama?)

And happy bithday to, Charlene (baica's fren), Sarah, Chester and Uya~

Happy birthday to u all.

(although i know they never read my blog i just wanted to wish them all a wonderful birthday here as well)

The End of midterm

This is a picture of Syam's cake. This is BEFORE....


........................................................and this is AFTER


PRESENT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! We bought her a music box.



Adoi tira Diva. hahahah XD

MERRY XMAS TO EVERYONE. Lol ..... As if I celebrate xmas. hahahaha






Its already the end of midterm. When i think of the sweet moments that are passing by i feel both happiness and sadness. After my foundation year i will have to say a lot of goodbyes and seeing this pictures make me reminiscent those wonderful time i had with my friends. Some are going to Cyber while others will be taking different paths. How I pray that our path crosses again someday. May everyone find their happiness. There is no such thing as a wasted effort or a pointless encounter. We met for a reason and depart with the hope of meeting once more.
I love my friends, i miss my family, i cherish the sweetness of time spent with all of you.
These feelings and moments we share...... I will never forget them.

~owari